go dA
Anyone who still pays attention, get ready, because I'm about to flood your inbox :3
Ashe
Feeling much better now
Trying to stay upbeat!
Despite being battered and beaten with a hammer, I remain strong!
On monday the 20th, early in the morning. I was attacked by some asshole who assualted me with a hammer. He took my purse, filled with my sketchbooks, pens and markers, there wasn't anything of value in my purse. No credit cards, no money. Maaaaybe some pocket change. like a penny.
I was in the ICU and in the hospital for something like three days. I was AMAZINGLY lucky. I sustained brain trauma, and had to receive neurosurgery. I ended up with 20 stiches in my head, 2 staples, and a titanium mesh plate to replace the part of my skull he shattered.
I have been home a bit over a week now and I am once again, SO LUCKY. My motor skills are still good, as well as my cognitive reasoning skills. Ive started trying to doodle again, but havent really found as much desire as I previously hoped. I've been trying to take things easy and not worry too much for the time being.
I'll be back to my art again soon! I cannot wait to have a chance to paint!
*Old Style Commissions still available by request*
if it's not one thing it's another
somehow, I always seem to have some kind of one going drama in my life. whether it be from work, school, or in my relationships. and Always, I seem to be the ultimate cause of my own problems.. or so it seems to me. I want desperately to have happiness, have satisfaction in my own life, and to be content with what I have. I'm not very good at being happy with what I have. Even if I know how good I might have it, I still look around the corner and wonder about what else may be out there.. I dunno if that makes me a bad person, but sometimes I sure as hell feel like it does.
But anyways, I'm sorry I haven't been updating on here lately, I've scanned some of my newer stuff... buuuut I either don't have the web access/time or I don't have the files on me when I do have the internet. soo yeah.
But honestly I've been in quite a funk artwise. I was kinda amped up at the end of the quarter, but since then I haven't even been motivated to keep working on some pieces I had intended to be Christmas presents :/ alas, such is my life.
I need some good music, some good liquor, and like two days to myself for art.
That's all I want for Christmas this year.
(too bad it wont happen x.X)
burned out...
uuugh... cant even get out any decent sketches lately...
and since my sketchbook ran out of pages, it's been even harder to be creatively productive.
Not to mention all the worrying in my home right now... I seriously need to try and get my car fixed so I can stop riding the damn bus everywhere and actually have free time be free time instead of transit time...
Ugh ugh ugh gruss Got.
I need a break... and money. quite a fair amount of money.
I've been wanting to open commissions... buuuut that never really seems to work out for me...